Fear Of Failure

As you all know, unless you have been living in seclusion for a while, the application deadlines draw swiftly nearer and I am unbearably anxious of my results.

Please pray and pray I discover my 'best-fit-colleges'; whatever that means.

I shall be blogging frequently about my exploits, rejections and decisions. Hopefully, some acceptances.

Thank you.

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